I've really turned the corner on this whole San Francisco thing....I'm still a bit bummed I haven't knocked out that cure for cancer yet, but hey, gotta earn a living.....but last weekend was the cresting and colapse of my doubts....and it all washed away at 3am on top of a Mission apartment as I forced my way into a stargazer party and found my eye smack dab in the middle and the cassini gap....oh man....if there is one thing we all must do in our lives, it is find a powerful telescope and look at Saturn.....It's like some goddam cartoon made real, and like a first glimpse at the Grand Canyon, you mind denies it, but its there